And from Mary, Dorothy , Randy Roger and Albert
Xmas Eve
For the first year ever, I’ve not strung Christmas Cards around the front room. Due to the postal strikes and the cost of stamps I have received noticeably fewer cards than usual .Trendy Carol ( presently sporting a nice anorak with fur trim) noticed and has already commented that she had noticed their absence .
“I always liked seeing them “ she said
No chance of getting any cards now , the strike is on again….no message from the postie on Facebook this week….hummmm
Yesterday I popped my gifts around for the neighbours . Some ham and satsumas for Animal Helper Pat.
A bottle of Châteauneuf du Pape for Sailor John and Mandy and a food hamper for Trendy Carol and her hubby. Mrs Trellis was out when I called around with her gift. I’ll pop it in later today,
Apart from stopping off at Tesco on the way home after nights I have little planned for today.
I’ve got a zoom meeting with friends Ruth in Scotland and Ben in Korea and a few drinks earmarked with villager Della at 2 pm. I’m not a lover a drinking in the day.
It makes me sleep.
Then it’s light the fire, walk the dogs until they flag ( or at least loose some labido ) and mooch in front of Christmas tv with a gin and tonic and my phone and lots of texting
Pretty Bog Standard really.. I guess.
I will leave you with Omaha Cat Lady being……well kind
It’s very Christmas
Casablanca
I’ve never really liked Casablanca .
I watched it again yesterday afternoon with some onion rings and a lascivious bitch under each arm in the hope I would enjoy it
I know I should like it , after all it’s supposed to be one of the biggest screen love stories of the 20th century .
But I just don’t get it.
Rick is too bad tempered. Ilsa flitted from one man to another in a blink of an eye and the film noir stalwarts such as Sidney Greenstreet and Peter Lorrie just got on my tits as did Claude Rains with his jaunty kepis.
I didn’t believe the story and I was bored …..
The love affair between Bergman and Bogart feels wrong to me and as I did in Now Voyager , my affections clearly swing towards Paul Henreid as the quietly spoken Czech resistance leader .
Boy was he a dish, especially when he got the Night Club crowd to belt out the Marseillaise to drown out the nazi singing
He had me at “ Ahoj”
Thursday
I’ve been reading some interesting articles by Imran Ahmed, the CEO of the nongovernmental organisation CCDH ( Centre for Countering Digital Hate) . He discusses people who exhibit the psychological trait of “negative Social Potency” which can be simply described as “ Wanting to upset or hurt” couple this with boredom, a need for attention or personal amusement and you have what my mother would occasionally refer to as a shit stirrer .Professor Mark Griffith from Nottingham Trent University discusses the need to be amplified and adds this concept into the mix.
We all want to be heard but people with Negative social Potency want to upset whist being heard.
It’s a sad way a run a railroad.
And a dysfunctional way of living a life.
I had sausages cooked in the air fryer for brunch today. I made them into hot buttery sandwiches with flat bagels, perfect with a mug of tea. I’m going back to bed shortly as I’m on nights , and I will be taking the girls with me as hormones are raging here still..
I will leave you with a thank you for a pre Christmas gift I received yesterday. A lovely leather bound note book, which is quite beautiful A kindness of which I’m extremely grateful for
I love this video, it’s the Chap’s Choir singing Book Of Love which was produced to support the men’s mental health charity CALM . Campaign Against Living Miserably .
Sweet…..
Happy Christmas
Last Night Out
“ Darling John I need a hug “
You always know you’ve had a Chic Eleanor welcome
Hugs and darlings all round
Heads turned in The Crown .
They always do when she’s around.
She smiles wildly and flicks her hair like Lee Remick did in the 60s
I had the stroganoff and she had the chicken
And we talked like two old friends do when they are on the same wavelength
I’ve done lots of talking the last six days,
Lots of friends ……now it’s back to work for two nights now
Then it’s back to my sister Ann’s for Christmas.
I’ve always had my best Christmases at Ann’s ..
Choir
The Community Choir’s Christmas night at the Eagle And Child pub was a rather emotional affair all told. We haven’t had the traditional night out since well before the first lockdown and singing together in public remains a novelty since zoom choir .
We had a rather nice meal and a catch up. Heulwen, Margaret and Dave, from Trelawnyd were there, Hattie turned up from the local nurse picket line and sang and the lovely Lindy swished up like a younger / trendy Margaret Rutherford without her Charlie .( Charlie was her dog who used to join in when we all met up on zoom over lockdown )Gentleman farmer Peter who I sing next to was there too in a fetching Christmas shirt
I promised myself to video the whole performance but I so wanted to sing with them……I didn’t .
I’m so hoping to get back to choir in March .
Conductor Jamie ( Sans his RAF. Moustache ) led the charge in the encore and his new project of Only You really impressed me as it was so difficult .
Here are a few snippets of the evening .
Off for a meal with Chic Eleanor this evening
It’s Almost Christmas
I will report on the Choir Christmas Night out tomorrow
But today I’ll report that I’m feeling a little more Christmassy
Just Outside the village to the East is Jackson’s Garden Centre https://www.jacksonsgardencentre.com/
Every year the garden centre gives every house in the village a gift, a small pot of spring bulbs
It’s a lovely thoughtful gesture and one that surprised me again this afternoon.
Animal Helper Pat , called around with a gift of bara brith wrapped in silver foil and a huge sprig of holly and Sailor John left me a bottle of bubbly and a card .
Tomorrow I’m meeting Chic Eleanor for an early supper in the pub ….lovely
Babies In The Dark
Bootham Park Psychiatric Hospital York
Christmas Night 1986
It was very cold and snowy and I remember.
I wasn’t very happy.
I had just started work in the November.
A new staff nurse role, in a new city of York
I’d barely been there a month and still lived at the nurses’ home at Clifton Hospital a couple of miles out of the city.
I knew no one properly and I was homesick
And already I had been put onto night duty.
The ward was quiet.
A psychiatric admission ward with ten general admission patients and an attached mother and baby unit with a half complement of two mums and two newborns.
We had three staff of duty. Staff nurses clive and I covered the main ward and Sue who was a motherly enrolled nurse took charge of the nursery.
Around midnight Sue and I were in the darkened office, each of us feeding a baby.
I couldn’t see her face properly just a glint of her glasses from the lights from the snowy garden.
She was asking me about me, and I had been yacking on in the dark for an age.
I had no idea what I was doing but my baby was large and content and sleepy so from the get go..so I was lucky.
“ Are you gay John? “ she seemed to ask me out of nowhere and she nodded when I defensively replied no, just a little too quickly .
“it’s ok if you were you know? ” She said slowly in her broad flat Yorkshire accent “I’ve always loved gay men”
And in the comfortable silence that followed, something quietly and inexplicably shifted in me
As we fed babies in the dark on Christmas Day
Sex at Bwthyn Y Llan
Bwthyn y Llan has never been a hot bed of sin to be sure.
Ok, I’ve had my moments, this is true, but Don Juan is not a nickname the neighbours have or will ever give me.
I’ve booked Roger in for his castration in January and after a couple of years of barren wilderness
Dorothy is now suddenly in full season.
Subsequently Roger has become a panting, blob of hairy jelly and Dorothy has suddenly morphed into Rita Hayworth in Gilda.
The air is electric , and filled with eager panting and lots of come hither looks.
It’s like a soft pot video with 12 nipples and fur.
I met my sister in law for lunch today at Bryn Williams and took Roger with me . He sulked like a teen and only perked up when walking back to the cottage to see Dorothy flashing her toilet parts at him through the cat flap with a lascivious look on her face
Chatter
By 3 pm I felt all talked out after at least seven hours solid chatter since Colin arrived yesterday.
I needed the company of friends this weekend
After lunch Roger and I braved the Promenade wind and now, as it’s approaching four , the dogs , Albert and I are heaped untidy bundles on the coach as the fire roars.
We underestimate the therapy which is chatter.
And when I say chatter, I’m talking about that proper two way interaction with friends .
The mixing of ideas, serious one and the frivolous , the sharing of confidences ,silliness and laughter.
It makes you feel more human
Doesn’t it?
Bog Disaster
The thaw has started and my outside toilet exploded.
I’d missed the fact that the toilet had frozen over totally.
Well as usual I’m gilding the lily a little but the connection into the cistern had completely blown off and the water was spraying up over the ceiling and had flooded the floor and the patio by the time I’d found it.
The stop cock , is located behind the toilet and I’d stored some electric heaters and other crap in the loo so I was soaked to the skin before the deluge was stopped
My screams sent the dogs scurrying upstairs .
How I didn’t electrocute myself God knows
I missed this mornings Christmas Fayre as a result
Sods law.
I’m not too pissed off..
The Fayre was a great success btw, I loved the fact that as part of their remit , the community Association and villager Jo sorted out free food for all from the Olio food waste app.
Apologies for my absence everyone.
Free food for Trelawnyd villagers
I’m making a comfort meal for my friend Colin tonight,
I’ve made creamed cabbage, pork stuffing with apples and garlic mash potato
I’ve not enough oven space so I’ve bought Yorkshire puds ( I know!!!!)
But I’ll make gravy with sloe jelly to fill them
I love cooking for someone
Meatloaf and Bobble Hats
It is Gorgeous Dave’s birthday today .
He didn’t tell me until we had met in Chester
We went to Chester Cathedral to see no less than three Meatloaf tribute singers from the west end singing a selection of his hits by candlelight,
The gothic cathedral was packed, mostly by people my age with bobble hats on, which was all a bit surreal
It was lovely to be out and doing something. I owe him
“Not the best sing to be belting out in a cathedral “ noted Gorgeous Dave
Tomorrow is the village Christmas Fayre and my dear friend Colin is coming over from Liverpool for dinner…
Clip
I’ve posted this short video, purely because it intrigued and pleased me
The chanting could almost be African rather than Scottish
Amazing
Enjoy
At The Movies
My problem with me is that I often want to see life as a movie.
I have always been the same.
Ever since I was a little boy and Shelley Winters got stuck up that Christmas Tree in The Poseidon Adventure.
Like Shelley, things were always larger than life.
I’ve joined an LGBT+ reading club in Chester, and the organise Alison has confirmed my application with a sweet email but I know that there is a part of me that is expecting the first meeting to be a little like The Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Pie Society, what with Dawsey Adam’s hole filled jumper and Isola Pribby’s sweetly dotty spinster.
Of course it won’t be, but I know that
I get it.
Certain scenes in my life do have a cinematic resonance to them.
And we all experience these, do we not?
Dancing on the roof of Weston Park Hospital with friends one night in 1990 would have made a delightful vignette for any coming of age movie staring Molly Ringwold and John Cusack.
Christmas Morning 2002 when me, The Prof and two dogs climbed all over each other in a hug fest that told me I had my own family for the first time in my life could have graced James L Brooks’ Terms of Endearment .and My Grandmother calling out “ My Poor Poor Boy “ when she saw his coffin in Church would have sent an icy chill over any audience watching Meryl Streep in Sophie’s Choice.
The film clips stand. But life isn’t a movie.
We plod along
Today nurses will strike in Wales for the first time in welsh history
The postmen have already marched out and the rail drivers will go next week.
It’s all a bit serious, but at least I can smile as Mrs Trellis’s erect bobble hat can muster a few laughs aka Mrs Pumphrey in All Creatures Great And Small
Reality lies , as it always seems to do, between the too worlds .
The ordinary and the cinematic
My meatballs looked lovely but were hard as bullets
Albert peed on the carpet for the third time yesterday morning
And I did get a distinction for my first assignment, feedback lying somewhere in Google classroom.
Hey ho
Meatballs
The water pipes were frozen this morning
Sailor John told me where to defrost them
I made IKEA meatballs for lunch
The postman left a message on the village Facebook page
He’s on strike until Friday
Crem Etiquette
Crematorium etiquette.
Try to sit on the right at the back .
Out of the way.
In the cheap seats.
I liked the St Asaph Crem
The hymn’s lyrics came upon tv screens and they project a huge photo of the deceased on the wall as you go in.
The vicar was a bearded hearty soul that looked like the Titanic’s captain.
He was a bit of a show girl I thought.
I wasn’t sure about the Christmas Tree in the grounds, it was lit with fairy lights
There were a couple of villagers at the funeral so we teamed up .
I enjoyed the hymns and belted out “The day thou gavest “ so I could be heard at the front.
I hate lacklustre singing at funerals.
There’s nothing worse.
My choir will be singing at my funeral , I’ve decided I want Olè Laya Loila instead of the first hymn
A Winter funeral
There is nothing sadder
The Fickle Finger Of Fate
Life is a fickle beast.
One minute you are battling the small brickbats of shite that make things literally crap
The next you are swinging your hips to a fun bit of music and sad videos on tiktok suddenly do not have the power to make you weep when you don’t want to.
I finished my assignment last night.
I just need to type it up today.
Bluebell is back on the road, ( albeit a totally iced up one this morning) but won’t be taking me out until lunchtime as the - 5 temps last night have re- iced the lane and effectively rendered the incline to the main road impassable.
I’m taking a neighbour to a hospital appointment
From having nothing in my calendar last week, I have found things filling up gently.
Gorgeous Dave has asked me to go and attend a Meat Loaf By Candlelight evening which sounds a somewhat unlikely pairing, I must admit.
Tomorrow, I’m bunking off college to go to the Choir’s annual pub singalong and next week I’ve arranged supper out with Chic Eleanor .In between, I’m meeting another friend for brunch at Bryn Williams and there’s the village Christmas Fayre to help with next Saturday.
Tomorrow I’m going to the funeral of a dear friend’s husband . Eirlys has featured on many of the early Going Gently blogs as she was my chicken guru , and fountain of all knowledge when it came to hens.
I’ve just come off the phone to her after reading her all of the tributes that were written in memory of her husband on the village Facebook page.
Not a FBer , herself , she gave me permission to pass on the news that her husband John had died.
This morning I slowly read out each comment in turn and moved dreadfully, she listened to each one, silently as the tears fell.
“I didn’t know , that We knew so many people” she quietly added when I was finished
A funeral tomorrow lunchtime ….singing in the pub, tomorrow evening
So Scarlet was right
After all tomorrow IS another day
I’m not Sticking My Arse In That!
Roger has never seen snow before but his sweet dim nature precludes any negativity he may have for the cold stuff.
Mary just gets on with it.
Dorothy finds it’s a total bore and is constipated.
One look at a cold snowy path and she’s throwing back one of her “ You've got to be fucking kidding me“ looks.
She hasn’t opened her bowels since Friday.
Neighbours Mandy and Sailor John phoned last night to see if I was ok. I had seen them in Tesco last Wednesday where I indulged in a quick and much missed game of supermarket Sweep ( you know the one where I secretly fill their trolleys with useless items without their knowledge)
I had forgotten just how good at the game I was , when I walked towards them , ( unnoticed) and plonked a huge tim of pineapple rings on the top of their pile without even a eliciting a glance.
Now that’s skill.
I’ve turned off The Archers omnibus this morning as David’s distress at Ben’s mental breakdown is a little too much to bear on a Sunday morning and the kitchen is quiet same for dog snores.
I’ve banked up the fire again, had a hot shower and changed my clothes
Bucket of coffee then essay writing.
Liver and onions for lunch with mash and gravy.
Snowed In
It has snowed more heavily overnight and my tiny part of the village has been effectively cut off from the main road, as even small amounts of snow on the incline up to the village proper renders the lane useless until it is gritted.
The cottage is warm though, not toasty but warm ,I stoked up the burner late last night and the silence caused by the muffling of snow is pronounced.
I’m going to make coffee and then plan my essay.
Yesterday I subscribed to Netflix
I have no interest in watching Harry & Meghan spilling their guts out, but I spent a Merry four hours or so watching the delightful Norwegian monster movie Troll and the Spanish zombie movie Malnazidos set during the Spanish civil war.
Both mindless old fashioned fun, in their own rights.
I’m a bit low of food but can get by with raiding the freezer. I have enough dog and cat food already.
Chorizo chipolata sausages with egg and muffin for breakfast.
Hey ho
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