Emergency Scotch Eggs

Last night I received some upsetting news.

It was one of those phone conversations that you never really want to have and at times it left me feeling a little helpless and incredibly sad.

It is not for me to elaborate anymore about this, 

it is how I dealt with it all that I found interesting

I don't know about anyone one else but in difficult times I do reach for the carbohydrates.

We all have a glass of wine too many when life throws a curved ball,

but sometimes there is more comfort in a tasty morsel than anything a crisp pinot can provide.

Last night I trundled up to the spar garage feeling incredibly fed up

and in true Golden Girls/emergency cheesecake fashion

I brought back 2 large Scotch Eggs, which I ate with some relish in front of the fire, watched by three trembling terriers  all hopeful for a few crumbs of their own.

I didn't share them.

I didn't want to.

Food does provide comfort, does it not?

For me it is a savoury fix that gives me a lift. 

Chocolate or Emergency cheesecakes, although wonderful, don't quite float my boat as much as they did with Dorothy , Rose and Blanche.

As a child, I remember sitting at the table with grandparents who knew all too well, what hardship was. They came from a generation that pawned a best coat on Monday so that they could eat until Friday, so even in their 80s they never , ever wasted food once it was lovingly prepared.

My Gran would invariably comment after a meal that

"that was tasty" or "I enjoyed that"

and as a child it was a valuable lesson to learn that food could be a pleasure and was Something that shouldn't be taken for granted

The flip side of that , is food can be a "fall back" when things are tough.

It's an immediate fix is it not.....? but don't worry folks

I'll draw the line at those two emergency scotch eggs last night................
You don't need to employ "tough love" and say sternly
"put the scotch eggs down..... and walk slowly away from the scotch eggs"

Later I will blog about the three new Black hens ( The Black Eyed peas) who have suddenly caused some interesting ructions on the field in some surprising ways............

Ermmmm?

I missed locking up the coop on the right last night.

Fifteen hens and old Stanley, the cockerel roost there every evening

and fifteen hens and one cockerel survived the wee small hours of night, when badgers and foxes criss cross the field with the regularity of a ticking clock.

They and I have been incredibly lucky....and I cannot quite believe my lax stupidity!

I am becoming increasing forgetful, I have noticed that

It's not a product of being overly stressed and over worked 

and it's not part of some degenerative brain disease

No, It's just the fact that I am over 50

and I am beginning to forget things!

Over coffee this morning, I have been thinking of other symptoms I have perhaps noticed recently, which could be viewed as normal signs of ageing"....They are just a little sobering

• I  increasingly rely on my 5£ from Ebay magnifying glasses to read anything from food packets to personal correspondence. This is when I actually can remember where I put the bloody things in the first place
• I repeat myself all of the time
• I have arthritis in my right big toe
• It now takes me two "rolls" ( you know the sort- legs in the air and rocking from side to side kind of movements) to leap out of bed in the morning.
• I am up twice in the night for a pee
• I wear my woolly hat inside the cottage when I am watching tv
• I have an unhealthy relationship with my comfy armchair
• I say things like "she's a nice girl" when I comment upon someone I like
• I realise with horror that I am old enough to be Jake Gyllenhaal's father
• I repeat myself all of the time

Mind you on a more positive note, being over 50 has meant

• Increasingly I am realising that I don't give a flying f*ck what people think about me
• I do not bite my tongue when I think things need saying
• I no longer get overly embarrassed when I fart as I bend over
• I feel as though I could handle most situations
• I know myself as well as I am ever going to

Right, I am off to do some jobs on the field,

But I have just forgotten what jobs need doing............

I am so sorry but I hate Brendan (sorry!)

Old Queen Brendan

Apologies to non UK readers but this post will be a  bit of a pure British television rant!

It was the semi finals of BBC2's Great British Bake off tonight and poor Danny ( the ITU consultant from Sheffield) was voted out because her custard filling just didn't set!

Despite this I thought she was  a delightful character!

Poor Danny- everything flopped

I know it sounds silly but I am beginning to hate contestant Brendan

He comes across as a pompous old queen (is the BBC making him into a villain?) and he is unfortunate enough to hint that he should be the winner of the bake off contest.......( a bit of a no no in cake making circlesI suspect)

Mind you he IS the best baker in the whole contest but, I must say that he is not a winning personality...........

........ he know nothing about winning over the general public...... which is a shame

anyhow my money is on the Scottish Geek James

who has a winning smile and a sweet, SWEET  personality

James

but stress-head John is a close second even though his petit fours were a pile of shite!

John

Tuesdays are more stressful than a shift in ITU
I apologise again but I just don't like Brendan

Tuesday Morning Blues

"Kill, KILL, KILL THEM ALL!!!!"

It's here!

After a waterlogged bastard soddin summer

Cold, icy mornings have now bloody well arrived in Trelawnyd

It's a depressing thought

which leads me to the black feelings of murder which always surface during those freezing early morning moments between waking and that first life saving cup of coffee of the day.

That coffee has just been downed

(it only tastes "good" when it is in my American coffee cup)

"Out with anger.......in with love"
I am feeling much better now...
compared with others I know...what do I have to be sad about?

Later this week Chris flies to Melbourne for a conference. He will be away just over a week.

I have a huge list of jobs to complete when he is away , but at least I can be as grumpy as I like first thing in the morning. The dogs don't insist on conversation at 6.45 am even when I am sifting through their poo ( btw. more brown plastic bunting has been passed this morning!)

One job that I cannot complete is the cutting down of the vast honeysuckle which has draped itself above the front door. Quite unexpectedly the whole troupe of house sparrows that used to roost within the field hawthorns have upped sticks and moved into it's complication of branches.and the din as they roost around 6pm every night is absolutely unbelievable!

This daily influx of two dozen bickering birds inches from the living room sends Albert into a complete state of nervous exhaustion, for each little bird knows exactly just how far to push him and to keep safe.

While I am cooking supper, all I can hear is his low growling  which I translate into 

" those pesky little bastards!!!!!!" and their screaming chorus of chirping which more or less says 

"COME ON!!!!!!!!!!!! if you think you're hard enough!"

The honeysuckle leaves will be falling soon and the sparrows will I am sure more on....for the mean time, I will complete other jobs when Chris is in OZ land

Dawn this morning, Albert and Willaim sharing my armchair

The Truman Show

When Chris went into church yesterday, I spent a therapeutic 45 minutes listening to Desert Island Discs as I cleaned the "patio" behind the cottage.

Affable despot Jason stopped to chat when out for a walk  with his dogs and we embarked on a somewhat light hearted conversation about how "unreal" Trelawnyd can look to someone who casts an "objective" eye on it''s daily toings and froings.

"It's like living in a real life version of the

 The Truman Show" he said wryly.

Now I think I could fill this blog several times over with some of the village stories recalled by Jason ( who could be viewed by the local female population as one of the very few Village pin ups we have in Trelawnyd), but in way of maintaining good neighbour relations I think it is prudent not to broadcast most of them!

Every Little Helps

Anyway I write this background in view of today's blog entry, which in retrospect is as bizarre as anything Jason has observed from Ty Wynne.

It relates to my recent obsession with William's stools.

Last Thursday William somehow got hold of a supermarket carrier bag.

I have no idea what exactly was inside it,but suffice to say that it looked as though he had eaten it's contents as well as part of the plastic itself.

Luckily ever since then, he has been passing remnants of the bag, complete with it's blue and white lettering and logo, and every morning I have been dissecting any "passed motion" to ensure things are moving "properly"  so to speak.

In the lane this morning William stopped for a number 2, and with a rather surprised expression on his face, started to pass what can be only described as brown plastic bunting.

I bent down and holding one part of the plastic I started to "unravel" the mess slightly-in an effort to ensure that all had been passed safely....(I also have to say that the other end had not quite left William's bum asI did so )...........

Anyhow, I was only thinking to myself of how "odd" this spectacle must have looked when a woman in a 4 x 4 drove past. ( regular readers may remember when I  accidentally hit a passing car with a lump of pastry- well it was the same woman!)

Bugger alone knows just what she was thinking as she looked at us. She just gave me somewhat of a perplexed look before carrying on.

"Could you just?"

The sun arrived this afternoon!

Albert with his stiff back leg ( the one that was broken four years ago) quickly found a warm spot in which to give himself some heat physiotherapy and I was just photographing him  when a guy and two children turned up in a car from down the lane

I saw the cat basket they retrieved from the boot and thought to myself...."more beaks to feed"

....and of course I was right

Three delicate and rather vociferous juvenile hens have now joined the field population,

Will I am... or is it Fergie?

I have nicknamed them "The black eyed peas"

Happy Birthday

A Normal Welsh Outfit

Today is my sister in law's Birthday, it's another milestone for her in a somewhat difficult year - I cannot quite believe that we have nearly reached the first anniversary of my brother's death.

Time sees to gallop on when you are teetering on the wrong side of 50, does it not?

It only seems like yesterday that we were all struggling with that awful experience of losing a sibling, a husband and a father and now we are almost 12 months down the line

People that "Marry into" a family, often morph effortlessly into that family.

Jayne is such a person. She was "there" when Janet and I were still children. She was there when we have hurtled through the brickbats of adulthood..

and she will be there, I am sure, when we will be all drawing our pensions

Happy Birthday Chuck!

We will call up later

x

Dogs On The Beach

William, a dog with a personality as sweet as Gone with the Wind's Melanie

 We are blessed with good natured dogs. Not that a sweet nature is a mere accident of birth., animals like dogs that are nurtured well in a pack, more often than not develop a gentleness and sociability ideal for sharing a house with.

Welsh Terriers are robust, inquisitive and happy dogs. They also have a rather sweet habit of sitting and watching something that they are unsure of or have not experienced before.  This behaviour gives them a somewhat benign  demeanour and the "look"of an all seeing teddy bear.

Even though we live in the deep and green Welsh countryside, Trelawnyd is, in fact only a couple of miles from the sea as the crow flies (it is not an easy walk as we are around 600 feet above the coastal plain) The beaches are open, often deserted and ideal for dogs, as they can run and run until their tongues loll and their legs wobble

Meg and Chris watching the sea

 

Is it George or is it a ventriloquists dummy?