Mary

This morning I sat in the kitchen reading chair to read.
After a while I felt as though I was being watched
And I lifted my head from the book
It was Mary watching me 
And she was still and mindful 
Her gentle brown eyes never leaving my face 
She does this often
And I feel loved




 There is sorrow enough in the natural way

From men and women to fill our day;
And when we are certain of sorrow in store,
Why do we always arrange for more?
Brothers and Sisters, I bid you beware
Of giving your heart to a dog to tear.

Buy a pup and your money will buy
Love unflinching that cannot lie—
Perfect passion and worship fed
By a kick in the ribs or a pat on the head.
Nevertheless it is hardly fair
To risk your heart for a dog to tear.

When the fourteen years which Nature permits
Are closing in asthma, or tumour, or fits,
And the vet’s unspoken prescription runs
To lethal chambers or loaded guns,
Then you will find—it’s your own affair—
But… you’ve given your heart to a dog to tear.

When the body that lived at your single will,
With its whimper of welcome, is stilled (how still!).
When the spirit that answered your every mood
Is gone—wherever it goes—for good,
You will discover how much you care,
And will give your heart to a dog to tear.

We’ve sorrow enough in the natural way,
When it comes to burying Christian clay.
Our loves are not given, but only lent,
At compound interest of cent per cent.
Though it is not always the case, I believe,
That the longer we’ve kept ’em, the more do we grieve:
For, when debts are payable, right or wrong,
A short-time loan is as bad as a long—
So why in—Heaven (before we are there)
Should we give our hearts to a dog to tear?

57 comments:

  1. Anonymous11:06 am

    Nothing more pure than unconditional love. No expectations, just giving on both sides. Lovely moments. We learn how to love but are never ready for letting goxx

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    1. I’m more of a pragmatist , if they are ready to go, I have known

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  2. If only animals could speak human! I think Mary would be saying, "I'm watching over you, to make sure you're alright. If you need me, I'll be there. I love you." xx

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    1. I wonder constantlynwhat they could be thinking , I’m a firm believer that they do think, they do ruminate

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  3. A powerful poem. But there are so many reasons why. Better question: Why not give your heart to a dog to fill? (Or a cat.)

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    1. A better question that doesn’t scan as well lol

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  4. Lovely Mary. Lovely to be loved by her. Thank you for warming my heart this morning. Kipling's poem is a gem.

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  5. I catch Mavis staring at me like this frequently, it's a lovely feeling. If I say the words 'should I come and get you' she runs over for a cuddle. They tear our hearts so frequently, no wonder we need to keep getting more dogs to help us heal them again.

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  6. I can hardly bear when it's time to let one of my dogs go - And afterwards - 5years after my last I am still tearfull - Tich is my 9th in 40 years - I really should never be a dog person - I find it too painful x 💖

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  7. Mary, what a fabulously wonderful little dog!

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  8. That poem brings me to tears every time I read it.....how I miss the dogs whose company I have enjoyed over many years. I lost my last girl at the end of September, at the grand age of 18 years. I still find it hard to talk about her without crying, and I cannot yet look at photos of her.

    Dearest Mary sitting there gazing at you like that. What a sweet girl. x

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    1. She sat like that for an age….probably wondering why I was in her seat and she was sitting in mine

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  9. Beautiful Mary. There's no greater love.

    Love,
    Janie

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  10. Yes , I picked her up and we wandered around the garden with her paws over my shoulders

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  11. The best dogs are those who's master are their best friend.

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    1. She’s such a special little dog , who loves female company

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  12. Anonymous1:06 pm

    As I find myself facing all too soon , the end, for my dear old Yorkie girl I found some comfort in the lovely poem. TQ xxx
    Alison in Wales x

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    1. It’s always given me some peace and comfort

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  13. Anonymous1:19 pm

    I'll never forget the dog poem I had to read on your big day. And I'd been expecting a nice piece of Oscar Wilde...

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    1. I wonder what will be read on his next big day ?
      Thank you for doing that, you were fantastic

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  14. Sweet Mary. A truly lovely girl, her love and devotion to you is amazing.

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    1. She is never first , always last
      Never pushy
      Not demanding

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  15. You made me cry. It's so true.

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    1. I made myself cry too…..but it’s never hard to do that x

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  16. Lovely reaction of yours, just as it should have been. How beautiful Mary is.

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    1. We enjoyed our walk and extra cuddles Raymondo

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  17. Anonymous1:52 pm

    I had similar thoughts this week, John, because my sweet Annie seems to be watching me more closely. She is 8 years old now and I notice her slowing down and it breaks my heart. After each of my dogs passed, I have said NO MORE! But, well - you know how that goes. Lovely post. Jackie in Georgia USA

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    1. Mary is 9
      And has slowed down noticeably this year

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  18. Anonymous2:24 pm

    Ahh Mary, I hadn't realised you still had her, you speak more often of Roger.

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    1. Roger is more in the limelight, he’s dim and gauche and happy.
      Mary is now a gentle middle aged soul , feisty when she needs to be , but quiet and a lover of her bed

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  19. How lovely. A dog's love is something special.

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    1. She a watcher. Like all Welsh terriers …but it’s always a peaceful watch , never a worried one. She’s just watching me

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  20. Mary, what a sweetheart. Lovely poem John, thanks for sharing.

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    1. I’ve posted it many times , but years ago now . It’s a poem ive always been moved by

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  21. Barbara Anne4:36 pm

    Ah, sweet steadfast Mary. Yes, you are loved.

    In tears heree from the apt poem a and remembering Punkin, Daisy, a Shep, and Toby.

    Hugs!

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    1. The poem’s end lines seem to have that effect ,

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  22. Mary is such a sweetie.

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    1. She’s a quiet middle aged lady , who never rushes anywhere

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  23. What a beautiful poem, John. Just in the past 8 months two dogs--one after the other, both starving--adopted us. Each very unexpectedly. The latest just a tiny puppy who's grown fast. We have an acre for them to romp on, but they're indoor dogs most of the time... with plenty of food and shelter. They do steal one's heart. --Elise

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    1. Kipling captured it just right
      …your heart to tear….
      Just right

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  24. weaver6:45 pm

    John you have gone through it a few times so you know - like me and many of your followers- just how true that poem is - could only have been written by a dog lover.

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    1. Yes, you feel his pain
      I loved your post today

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  25. That is an adorable picture. I have definitely given my heart to a dog to tear (AGAIN), and it's only a matter of time.

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  26. My old woolfie is approaching 15 this year each day I wonder if it will be the last. Another Kipling ode:
    I have done mostly what most men do,
    And pushed it out of my mind;
    But I can't forget, if I wanted to,
    Four-Feet trotting behind.

    Day after day, the whole day through --
    Wherever my road inclined --
    Four-feet said, "I am coming with you!"
    And trotted along behind.

    Now I must go by some other round, --
    Which I shall never find --
    Somewhere that does not carry the sound
    Of Four-Feet trotting behind.

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  27. Every time I read that, I become tearful. I miss all my previous dogs.

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  28. Your animals are all so different and you have a unique relationship with every one. I love how you all have walks and times together, but you also make times for walks with just one dog and moments for them alone.

    They absolutely do tear our hearts and fill them with love too.

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  29. My thatch is very thoughtful - I've not seen this with any of my others -A couple of days ago as I approached a man and his fox terrier - He said " What have you there "- I said "a. Lakeland "- He said - "that's a Welsh terrier - I've had 2 " x

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  30. My schnauzer sits and stares at me like that. I always think he is trying to " hex" me into giving him a treat!
    I couldn't read that poem as it was 10 years on wednesday that I had to have my beloved first dog PTS., and have been feeling a bit teary without reading poems!

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