No Provenance


Mrs Trellis remarked how well my old fashioned rose in the front garden was doing this morning as I was dead heading it.I told her its name ( Ice Cream) and said it has  a fragrance to it that reminds me of when I was a boy at home and she took the time to sink her nose into the nearest bloom and inhaled deeply
lovely !” She said then asked, pointing to an emerging bloom nearby
What’s the little yellow rose called? “ 
I checked and smiled when I saw it
“ That’s a new rose, a gift from a friend,” I replied, it’s called Winnie” 
And indeed it has a species name of Golden Winnie and was a kind gift from my friend Colin after the old girl had died.
This was its first flowering


“Flowers like this one should have a plaque saying just how important they are” Mrs Trellis mused “ The next tenant of your cottage will look after it accordingly “
She looked thoughtful 

So many things we keep have the  same personal resonance. A drawn postcard of me dog walking from a friend, a hand made hand painted cheese board, a crocheted blanket, a Spanish lamp, a framed piece of an OS map, a rainbow heart….things without formal provenance… 
….just things……


We talked about this for a while,  and Mrs Trellis said and laughed that she was being overly philosophical today.
She pointed to a poppy head, in the flower bed near to my  front door
“What does any of this stuff really matter? Look at the poppy, beautiful and delicate and it will gone tomorrow” 
I looked at the poppy
And realised she was right.


56 comments:

  1. Just like us, in the grand scheme of things. Here today, gone tomorrow.
    Oy.
    -Kate

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    1. Yes indeed ….we really don’t own anything

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  2. Nothing is permanent and the sooner we grasp that concept and go with it, the happier we can be. I adore the Ice Cream and the Winnie. Lovely John.

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    1. I think we all would like to be immortal in some ways

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  3. Things to ponder on .... love your ‘ ice cream ‘ rose and the gift of the Winnie rose was so thoughtful. What a lovely chat with Mrs Trellis. I don’t think that any of our ‘things ‘ have monetary value but they all have meaning and stories behind them …. Far more valuable. XXXX

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    1. I think it’s the meaning that I would like to think goes on

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  4. Mrs Trellis is a treasure too.
    A good friend to have in the village

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  5. Your blog and your photos help make them all last a bit longer as now I have memory of it stored (for a while at least) in my mind! Lovely! xx

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  6. A reminder to take things as they come and wring every drop of enjoyment/ fulfilment we can out of life.

    I thought of you today when your hospice sent me their summer raffle tickets. I bought one of the goat t shirts for a friend (which is in continuous wear rotation I might add) and now I buy the raffle tickets when they send them to me as well. Amazing how your blog has connected us. I live in Peterborough and you are in Wales, yet I know all about the goats and your hospice.

    Good to hear from you John as always :-)

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  7. The rose comes back year after year. Perennial. Like you.

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  8. I love the roses and that poppy ... all so beautiful and there to enjoy for however long they remain with us [you]!

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    1. I guess I’m thinking about how long we have things and how long we have people

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    2. Exactly ... we cherish it all for as long as possible ... things and people ... they come and go and we love them for as long as we can!

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  9. Mrs. Trellis is so often right! She still sounds worried that you might leave.

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  10. A particularly lovely post today, John! Carpe Diem!

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  11. As Robert Burns wrote: "“But pleasures are like poppies spread, You seize the flower, it's bloom is shed; Or, like the snow-fall in the river, A moment white, then melts forever.” These are some of my favourite lines of his. Still we can enjoy what we can while we can

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  12. Gorgeous roses, John, and with meaning to you. Yes, we are all just tenants; be aware that everything will change, but while you are where you are, be the best gardener, friend, nurse, householder you can...x

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    1. Do the best you can with what you’ve got

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  13. The roses are beautiful, but it is the memories and connections that make them special. xx

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    1. I m just worried those memories will fade with me, no one to carry them on

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    2. Your book should be of great help with the memory of you.
      Right it all down we will all remember you.

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    3. Write .. mercy me.

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  14. We surround ourselves (if we're lucky) with things that bring us joy. Or contentment. Or simply fond memories. We're here on this earth so briefly that a poppy blooming only for a day, appreciated for its cheerfulness, matters. Antique stores and thrift shops are filled with items that mattered to someone once upon a time. Occasionally they're handcrafted items later generations have no interest in. I buy those, because they give me joy. Someday my sons will sell them off to others who'll enjoy them again. Someday, if you leave them in ground, your roses will be enjoyed by others, too. An established rose can live 100 years or more, even untended.

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  15. Mrs Trellis is very fond of you John-I'm sure she wouldn't share her spiritual thoughts with most people- I like her x

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  16. Barbara Anne5:40 pm

    What a beautiful conversation with the lovely Mrs Trellis.
    Your roses are exquisite and am glad both have such meaning to you. I read on a UK blog of a rose called Betty's Smile and wish they were available across the pond as I'd get one in tribute to my amazing sweet MIL.
    Wishing you a peaceful, pleasant, and fun shift tonight.

    Hugs!

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  17. As well as being cute, Mrs Trellis is wise. What a great combination! What a woman!

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  18. Life always goes on but the memories are there for us to cherish. Sweet Winnie lives on.

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  19. Absolutely right. Our treasures will mean nothing when we are gone. I like the idea of a plaque for thatrose.

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    1. I do too, like the ones you see at National trust gardens

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  20. These special things are special to you which in and of itself, makes you special as well.
    There to enjoy the poppy and the roses and Mrs. Trellis all at that particular time and to no other are those things and that time as special as to you.

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  21. I think surrounding ourselves with things that have meaning enriches our lives. I've never understood people who just "decorate."

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    1. No, I,dont …some people are happy with the look,of the hour

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  22. and that's why we have to enjoy all of the moments.

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  23. I love Mrs. Trellis.

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  24. You do know that the moments that matter make up our memories, don't you. Thanks to her comment, you may think of that poppy for some time to come.

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  25. We have a new Rose bush which is flowering really well. Mrs Trellis is right, it flowers one day, and all the petals are on the ground by next morning.

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  26. What a lovely conversation to have. I like it when a conversation with someone stays with me and leaves me thinking. Get some little plaques made for those roses, it will make them even more special.

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  28. The Winnie Rose - such a worthy memorial for a lovely creature still missed terribly.

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  29. Context is what gives things value to us. And how we can convey that to others. I love the plaque idea!

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  30. Some people would say that impermanence is exactly what makes everything, including the poppy and Winnie and the roses and the heart and our very own lives, beautiful.

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  31. Yes, things may be gone tomorrow, but today it made all the difference in the world to see the first Golden Winnie flower. Small moments of delight. Worth remembering.

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