lonely


I couldn't sleep that well last night and was up around 5 am bathing before thinking about going to work.
A flapping at the window signalled the arrival of the now single bantam cockerel on his way to the gardens towards Trendy Carol's for the morning.
He sat on the window sill looking at me for a moment
Then sat some more
Quietly and without panic as I splashed quietly away
In the first time in his life that has spanned over two years now,  he is alone
And I am sure he sat watching me , because he recognised me as someone who occasionally feeds him.
He's in his own lockdown now.
Alone and suddenly lonely
And sat a few feet away from someone he was familiar with
A moment that may have made him feel just a tiny bit better.

37 comments:

  1. Oh that is sad. I wonder what will become of him? Is there a farm that he could join others?

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  2. Loneliness is a killer. Often literally.

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  3. Sums life at the moment up perfectly John.

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  4. I feel so sorry for him, poor creature. He has emotions too.

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  5. Gosh he is so handsome I hope he is a survivor perhaps he won't be alone for long, it's lovely that he drops by to visit.

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  6. A handsome bird.
    We watch birds ourselves not thinking that they may observe us.
    If we could but know what their thoughts are

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  7. Looking into other people's windows is a sign of loneliness.
    I read that on a poster so it must be true. x

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  8. It's sad how the Ukranian Village used to be so full of fathered characters but the bird flu put paid to that. Do you miss them?

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  9. That's very moving John. Will you take him under your wing now?

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  10. Oh why do I always have to stop myself whenever a cockerel features in your blog?

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  11. Oh John - we both know what it is like don't we?

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    1. I second that. I'm 4 weeks into my new life and get comfort from John and you Weaver.
      Sylvia

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  12. Who does he actually belong to John ?

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  13. Now if you resurrected one of the houses in the Romanian Village and bought him 3 wives, you would have eggs again and a touch of self sufficiency if you also get digging in Bosoms :-)

    Go on ... you know you want to :-)

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  14. Anonymous10:22 am

    Many creatures experiencing the absence of a companion do feel the loss. Hopefully, being free to roam, the bantam will find some avian company. -Mary

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  15. Such a pretty bird!
    And he's on his own now, huh? I wonder how he'll fare. How social are cockerels? Now I have questions.

    XOXO

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  16. Great reflective writing, the soloists. Bring social birds, both should find new flocks.

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  17. Trendy looking cockerel going to trendy Carols. Birds of a feather?

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  18. It seems like a lot of us males are sitting alone and watching.

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  19. We know loneliness don't we? Is there a possibility of adding a few friends?

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  20. You are part of his flock. Even in these times, we need our flock.

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  21. What a beautiful boy he is. Spectacular... and he knows it.

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  22. maybe you can find him a partner?

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  23. Barbara Anne2:54 pm

    How heartbreaking for his little lonesome self. I hope seeing you did mend his heart a bit.

    Hugs!

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  24. Poor guy! And chickens DO flock, don't they? It's probably very strange for him to be by himself. I wonder if he'll take up with other birds? Crows? Pigeons?

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  25. So sad. Do you suppose he'll start hanging around you more now?

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  26. This is an achy post.

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  27. I can think of several amusing responses that involve cocks and bathrooms but I would not wish to cause offence - knowing that several of your God-fearing visitors are of a prudish disposition.

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  28. I can’t recall what happened to his partner?

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  29. The poor little fellow. I daresay his pea brain could assemble each of those thoughts: I'm alone. That creature sometimes gives food.

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  30. What an evocative and beautiful photo, John. You never talk about your photos, you are very talented. Lovely, captures so much in just one shot.

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