He Sleeps - James Newton Howard


I fell asleep at teatime and dreamed a dream fired by a conversation with my elder sister today .
I “woke” and my grandmother was sitting quietly in the arm chair next to the fire. Finlay on her lap
The fire was reflected in her glasses and I could smell cold cream and fairy hand soap. 
She was smiling and had a white cardigan on 
I could even see the handkerchief she had suddenly pushed up one sleeve 
Finlay smiled too

My grandfather was asleep on the couch next to me in his shirt and tie, I could smell tobacco
Winnie snoring gently next to him  and across the room my aunt Dena waved gently and Albert swished a tail in his normal bad tempered way from the back of her chair.
Meg, and Willian and Dorothy lay in front of a fire I could feel from my dream and I could hear my sisters laughing from the kitchen though I couldn’t see them 

When I woke , I could only see Roger in the arm chair
And all I could smell was the spiced Christmas candle given to me from a neighbour 

And I suddenly felt I had missed something all rather special 



58 comments:

  1. Barbara Anne9:32 pm

    Oh, John! How wonderful! Perhaps it means that those we love and who love us aren't really so very far away? I'm happy your dream included your beloved pets, too.

    Hugs!

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    1. My dream was precipitated by a conversation with my sister ann

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  2. I always feel sad after such a dream. I try and hold onto it, but it inevitably disappears like mist in the sunshine. You were visited by those you love and that can only be good, even if you feel a bit lost afterwards. xx

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    1. It’s been just 2 hours and it feels like a film , I watched a decade ago

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  3. You didn't "miss" anything, John. You were given a special moment - if only in your dream.

    U

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    1. It felt …I felt…..special

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    2. Yes, a true gift. To be treasured

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  4. Traveller10:59 pm

    I read that dream just waiting for Albert to appear. So glad he did.

    Give Weaver a hug!

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    1. I was glad to see his golden eyes one more time

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  5. You have I think recounted vivid dreams of your grandmother previously. She visits you with her loving presence when she can.

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    1. Yes….she dominates my old age dreams

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  6. What a special dream/reality visit.

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  7. How comforting.

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  8. Such a special dream John, you have such a wonderful way with words. Your dream sounded very comforting.
    It has been a long time now since I had a dream like it but the feeling remains from when I did. Comfort and a familiarity not felt since they passed. We sometimes get a perfume through the house, randomly and without any possible cause (we don’t wear perfume). Sometimes it’s my wife’s grandma’s scent and sometimes my nana’s and it transports me back to his house. Wonderful memories. I was feeling sad tonight so thank you, I think I needed something nice to remember and what better than a time when all I knew was love and safety.

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    1. The handkerchief under the sleeve bothered me so….in a nice way

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  9. I don't mind dreams like that, they're weird but comforting too.

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  10. Nelliegrace11:55 pm

    I woke before dawn in a similar cottage on Y Lôn Goed, some 300 years old. I heard my parents talking in the room below and went to join them for a pot of tea.
    As I lifted the latch the talking ceased. There was a glow from the fire, and it felt for a moment as if the two armchairs were occupied, and that they had turned to look at me. A friendly feeling.
    I went to check and my parents were both in bed asleep.

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  11. "How green was my valley then, and the valley of them that are gone." I'm glad Albert was there too.

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    1. lol am I toddy mcdowall ?

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    2. Hahahahha, I know you mean "Roddy" but nice Freudian slip. Yes, you probably need a warm toddy to settle things after the dream.

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    3. Dam, automatic spell check

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  12. This dream is obviously ominous John. It has been nice knowing you old chap. Can I have the telly?

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  13. Anonymous12:35 am

    You missed nothing John, you relived it-lucky you!

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  14. Sounds like a lovely dream, John.
    I've tested positive for Flu A - I could get one kit that self tested for Flu A + B and Covid 19 all at one time. So handy. Science is great!

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    1. I’ve had my flu jabs x

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    2. I had my flu jabs too but got the flu anyway! :(

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  15. What an amazing dream. You were visited by so many friendly beings.

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  16. We are all but a breath away.

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  17. That sounds truly lovely.

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  18. What a 'comfortable' dream. Perhaps they were trying to tell you something!

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  19. I have some understanding of how you feel John. For me, that strange unsettled feeling afterwards , as if you are still part of that dream-reality, always unsettles me, and I feel dazed for some time afterwards. Not sad, but somewhat affirmed and discombobulated at the same time. I find I need to articulate for myself, quite unemotionally, what the people in my dream have meant to me. Only then does the dream fade away. Does that make sense toyou?

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  20. What a wonderful dream. I've had a couple like that. They're special, and never leave you.

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    1. It was very vivid andi tried but failed to return to it when I awoke

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  21. MarisAna7:55 am

    I recognise that feeling of not wanting to leave - but to stay and just be with them. Lovely to visit them all in such a warm and happy place though.

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    1. Nothing was spoken , I remember hearing the over loud crackle of the fire

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  22. Anonymous8:46 am

    What was the conversation that precipitated your dream?

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  23. Immortality is being remembered, sometimes in vivid details. Fear not the dead, the living are the ones that try to hurt us.

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  24. No, John. You experienced something very special. You didn’t miss it. Best wishes for a Happy New Year and a good year ahead with many moments of unexpected joy ❣️

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  25. Anonymous6:30 pm

    Sometimes when I’m having difficulty falling asleep I try to remember family Christmases. All of the relatives have since passed away but I recall the joy and love. Grandma’s happiness at seeing her adult children, their spouses and their children all in one room, all talking at once and yet doting on her. My aunt or mother busily getting the meal ready.

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  26. Oh, Jonno! It sounds to me like you didn't miss anything at all...

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  27. I needed to see them , like looking at an old photo album

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  28. I don't think you missed anything. You were given a gift.

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