Im sat in the forcourt of a busy garage and shop in St Asaph waiting to meet with my counsellor and her hubby who have my final report documentation for university.
Im feeling a bit like an over the hill drug dealer but they dont, im sure, eat McDonald's porridge with a cardboard spoon when waiting to meet
Ive bought her a pretty yellow lilly as a thank you.
Today has a flower theme as im delivering flower show programmes with Randy Roger in tow. Mary is resting under the gentle eye of Trendy Carol's hubby, a man who will spoil her rotton.
Ive had a long chat with my boss at work yesterday and have we have agreed to a phased return starting next Friday. This means I will effectively work one shift and two study day shifts in three weeks, enough time to see how I feel and more space to review my options.
My supervisor reflected that its been an awful year for me so far, which I disagreed with. I do however think that it is a pivotal one where work and choices are concerned
This weekend will be useful to contemplate my options
As long as you’re not contemplating your sins.
ReplyDeleteI’d be here a long time
DeleteSitting in the forecourt of a busy garage... You neglected to mention that a sheep farmer was behind you blasting his horn and yelling at you to move Bluebell so that he could fill up with diesel.
ReplyDeleteThere was cafe there and the diners watched me outside eating my porridge
DeleteThe lilly is a very nice thank you. Gigi
ReplyDeleteMost counsellorsandsupervisors charge for their report writing mine did not , how lucky am i
DeleteNot over the hill, cresting the waves. Challenging times, give us time to think about what is really important.
ReplyDeleteYou are always my happy friend , mr optimistic x
DeleteTime to reflect and work out the options. Check the finances and see what's workable. Hoping you find a viable way forward. xx
ReplyDeleteYes, I need to regroup and reassess
DeleteWhat beautiful calla lilies!
ReplyDeleteThe yellow is particularly lovely
DeleteYou are a gentleman with manners.
ReplyDeleteWell, mostly.
lol too bloody right
DeleteAnother step closer to graduation and the delightfully bright yellow lily is the cherry on top!
ReplyDeleteHope the limited work schedule will enlighten you about your capabilities (and remember that drive to and fro) so you can make time for medical tests for further info abut what's going on.
Choir on Tuesday with Trendy Carol in tow!
Hugs!
I’ve referred myself to a physio initiative here in wales and will get. 6 assessments free. Of charge
DeleteNice! Hope the physio is excellent, good humored, gentle, and very perceptive.
DeleteHugs!
Cheers babs
DeleteYes I would say pivotal rather than awful. You've had some bad times but they have been mostly manageable. I was eyeing up a big tray of those lilies at the garage while Alan was topping up the car yesterday. They are really striking, and I don't even like lilies usually.
ReplyDeleteMe. Neither but they look classy
DeleteYou've got a few challenges as you move from one career to another. The reduced work schedule sounds ideal for establishing new beginnings.
ReplyDeleteI have some space academia, more thinking time
DeleteYou will work out what is best for you and yours. Calla Lilies are my favorite flowers in any color. Those are so beautiful.
ReplyDeleteYes thank u
DeleteHope all works out for you, John.
ReplyDeleteI hope so too deArheart
DeleteI don’t know young man, porridge with a wooden spoon is a plausible cover for a modern day drug dealer….
ReplyDeleteTis a struggle when considering career path change, different working patterns etc For myself I went through a major career change over a decade ago mainly for the sake of my then so fragile mental health and now, as my joints are beginning to implode, decisions are having to be made as to manage the type of work I can continue with. It’s not always easy yet one has to consider the path that will keep you happiest in the future. Sorry for waffling young man
Yes I remember your move and you never waffle. I look forward to you. Comming to the flower show xx
DeleteGorgeous calla lilies! Hope you & Roger have had a good day out & about, and dear Mary has been well spoiled by Trendy Carol's hubby.
ReplyDeleteBe kind to yourself, John dear.
Yes, I’m now putting my needs first
DeleteBravo! Such a hard lesson to learn!
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DeleteBeautiful lilies and a gorgeous colour. A phased return to work sounds sensible. It's better not to rush these things.
ReplyDeleteYes my manager is pragmatic and isa good manager
DeleteGood to have a phased return..they are considerate..while you have a chance to consider, instead of being dumped back.in the deep end
ReplyDeleteI suggested the ohasedreturn , but it. Is normal practice after a protracted bout of “. Sickness”
DeleteYou haven’t been sick ,you’ve been to london and to a 1000 cinema trips
DeleteI know, that’s why the word sickness was in inverted commas. I wasn’t sick, I was unable to do my physical job effectively , now I’m going. To assess work myself
DeleteSigh
More anon shit from a shithead
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Lol
DeleteYour supervisor is empathic and on your side. That's 60% of deciding, and getting, what you want and where you want to be.
ReplyDeleteNot many people have such a head start. Take your time and don't push too hard for an immediate resolution. You will get there, slow and steady. Have faith in yourself.
Wisewords indeed. I have been promised some sessional counselling work after I qualify. In July , another new start.
DeleteGood for you, excellent for your lucky clients.
DeleteHugs!
Xx
DeleteYou're getting there! It might take a while to shake down into an acceptable pattern, but you are near the end now.
ReplyDeleteIt’s palpable
ReplyDeleteI like very much that you are able to reframe an "awful year" as a "pivotal year". It says a great deal about your nature. That's what your readers see.
ReplyDeleteThank u Debby.
DeleteDon't let others (the supervisor) ruin you onward and upward progress. Victory is thine!
ReplyDeleteReview those options carefully.
ReplyDeleteA time to readjust and I think your body and soul have been whispering to you for some time. Until they had to take desperate measures maybe.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful yellow lilly!
A phased return to work is very smart after protracted illness of any kind. Happened to me when I ruptured a disc in my back I went back in increments. It worked very well as my job was also physical. I would have to take issue with someone who views my "working year" to date as awful, I would think she was trying to be sympathetic but I would also wonder as to her motive in saying this instead of being positive, did she say it because my setbacks were viewed negatively by bosses etc. My suspicious nature would have had to asked. I agree with Catalyst don't let the supervisor derail your thought processes. You certainly have some decisions to make regarding what is best for you. I am sure you will work it out, you have done so for everything so far. Good luck!
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