Going Gently

The Best Hug In The World

I went into the mental health charity and booked three paying clients for next week

I saw a plea from a village gal on Facebook to take her to the vets tomorrow so volunteered to do the job , I’m not altruistic I hope she will make me a flower show video in return lol

I feel low today and the God’s know this I suspect for at 6 pm Sue who has the ponies on the field called by to get things sorted for the return of the ponies

She called my name at the kitchen wall

And when I came out and without a word she hugged me with the best hug in the world

CINEMA PARADISO- ORQUESTA EOS-GRUPO TALIA

The Madrid Metropolitan Orchestra who plays with the lisping choir supporting young musicians on this lovely version of Cinema Paradiso

It’s delightful and that hug at the end was pure emotion

The last week I’ve been transported back to that awful time in Summer 2019 when Chris left me with a cottage for sale, no car, no job, no money and four dogs

If I can get through that I can get through anything

Thank you for your continued support

Look closely at my hero Silvia sanz conducting I can see myself in the audience !!!!

C&nt

Weaver as a baby

I saw a financial advisor today.

I completed my application to the NCPS (The National Counselling and Psychotherapy Society ) and paid my dues. I already have insurance in place and a new supervisor booked so I will take my paperwork into the counselling centre tomorrow in order to book my first clients.

This has given me some control back today

An informal message support line continues amongst the hospice nursing and support worker staff, and I’m thankful for friends Ben, Louise, Rhian and Ruth for grounding me today.

Ruth and I had lunch at Mostyn Galleries but neither of us could eat

I am feeling every inch my 63 years, this rollercoaster ride is not what you expect and want at any age let alone now in the autumn of my working career

But let’s change the subject

It’s Bun & Weaver’s 1st birthday ( estimated lol)

This morning as I was FaceTiming with my financial advisor , he commented that a black cat had walked past me, tip toeing on the radiator top. The cat had stopped briefly by the reading chair, then smacked a shocked Roger in the gob before running out of the cat flap

“ That’s Weaver” I told him “ she’s a cunt!”